I wasn't always a spiced up in the game of dating, never ever have I thought that I had an equal. I started climbing the wall of love with one guy, he wasn't gay, nor Bi but straight...yes, I loved him, I cried when he stung me like a bee. He broke my heart. I couldn't give up on love, cause I dint believe what I had with him was love. I still played the game of love, still looking out for Mr. Right? I remember all my friends never thinking im ever going to find that cause am to in love with myself or my or my career. well they were wrong, I met another Mr. now he was candy!! He was smart, cute and a huge dreamer, I realized that he loves me for what he believes we can be... the error in that was him not accepting that because im human I too get jealous, I too express my love fully ect. I learned the notion not to show someone when I love them because they might just get repulsed, gullible me employed the notion. it worked and I had him wrapped around my finger. you see, nothing wrong about playing by the books but remember all chapters comes to an end and eventually it was only me, him and my poor heart, well tables turned and we grew apart. still did I not give up. I dated the cyber ones, felt in love and obviously nothing came of it. I really took all my life and my time to mold who I am. I am all because of who I always believed I was. I learned that no one will change for me but him or herself. I learned that I cannot expect completion when love brings me together with another soul because just can make me loose myself. I have learned to accept myself and know that others can contribute to my growth but not to my statue. I make ME.(obviously with God being my architect).
in my absence of posting I was in love, I met a guy Gregory De Vries! an amazing soul(all my exes were amazing that's why I dated them) well with Greg its different, he reminds me of myself and im at peace with me, and that just means that he mirrors so much of myself. He is kindhearted, he treats people with so much respect and he is embraced for him just being himself!! I love him most because I have learned that im perfect(with all my imperfections) I love him more cause I trust him and he trusts me,
There aint ideal love but that of God, but He has blessed us to love each other with all ounce in us, and when doing so we enable so much harmony and exudes so much light that the world needs. There aint no ideal love ,but that of God, but He has blessed us to love each other effortlessly. I am blessed with the Gift to love and to be loved, my partner exercises this so perfectly as he loves me with all in him.
I have learned that loves is true when it requires no effort but desire to make it work and just by doing so every step is a pleasure.
let us love in all adversity and give a hug instead of a spank, lets give a compliment instead of an insult. lets give a smile instead of a middle finger. Love is true and because of that, we are all to be loved.
LIFE AINT OVER TILL YOU DONT SEE THAT BEUATIFUL SMILE OF YOURS
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