mirror mirror on the wall: how do i start all over?

I remember all the oppportunities i had siezed all my life! the liberty of chosing which vasity to apply to next year! the options to who I hang out with tonight on my conditions. the boyfriend that i like for the silliest reasons! all these options i had.

 i also remember being left broken hearted and believing that i will never be able to love anyone with such magnitude. I remember making great mistakes and always asking>' WHAT COULD'VE BEEN IF I HAD NOT...." WHERE WAS I GONNA BE TODAY IF I HAD NOT?...

I  had learnt that we all have these moments in our life that we just cant seem to erase. We do feel that if we had not commit that spesific blunder all was gonna be well. If we hadn't commited to this spesific person all was gonna be diffrent, weird how we believe in the power of ones past so much! and forget that we are acually breathing and we still have an oppurtunity to change our options,choices and what we do for the better. Life is a box full of suprises, i would believe it consist of 90% of greatness and 10% is a box filled with room to : make choice,choose correct and BE  ETERMINED. so its in the art of yourself to allign all you do with being conscious about that for your future. every second,minute, hour and day is a new beggining.

we tend to forget the power of co-exsistance! we have friends at the office to teach us, parents at home to guide us,people in the street to help us understand diffrences. Tv to make us tolerant to many! And God or the "higher''( as some would say) as a foundation to enable us to achieve what we all are meant to! we pray for change, a beteer car,job,carreer.. a salary increasement, never do we realise that we are still living and we can still see the beautifull sunlight: this alone tells us that life aint over! God has given you all you needed and not all you wanted, at times you need to pay attention to the things you do have that God has actually given you: friends to be healthy, brother to have a safe trip,comletion of a degree ect. We are so troubled with what we want and forget to pay attention to what we gotta thank God for giving us! Our Needs!

so in bottom, it aint about starting over..its about doing whats right! set the vision you see for your future and start building those puzzels everyday to avhieve that! Give yaself recognition now and again and watch a Soap Opera... believe me: You are gonna realise your life and that bad at all!!!

Now have yourself a beautiful day and make sure you do not forget that life aint over, until you dont see that beautiful smile of yours.