MIRROR MIRROR: I CAN SEE CLEARER NOW.

AND SO I HAVE DISCOVERD!

I remember just last year when all my visits to my friends was talking about a change in my circumstances that I was  praying for. I would complain about how bad it is and that I really just wish to do something with my time because I am hate being unoccupied. I was in a place where I use to say: if only I could get a job, if only I could get this( I could go on and on) I also remember how I use to pour my heart out to many and that becoming an opportunity for some to gossip about the rage I was in. I remember a time when great friends became somehow people I could not trust. I learned that in that period of me miserable, many enjoyed seeing me that weak. I thank God that I am one person that is a fairly happy being and because of that I still remained positive and that had enabled me to just keep on believing. there were days when I really tough. I had prayed for better days. Friends came and they went. I had prayed for a job and happiness that comes with that. I remember that even though it was hard, I still managed to be so grateful. The world thought it was over but deep within I just knew it wasn't.


I got a job at the radio station and  I was happy, still am happy. I had realized that I always had to pay attention to what I pray for. we sometimes forget what we ask God to give us, because when we do get it we are still so blinded about what more we want. I have realized that all my friends that are not mine no more is out of my life because there was no more space for them. I have realized all those that still are part of my path is deserving of that position. I have realized that every single being who says Good morning to me acknowledges my presence and who ever wishes me good luck, I choose to believe that its meant with a good heart. I have made a choice to not believe in people telling me that I cant. Weird I have been told that so many times, yet Givado just never stopped being..
I had discovered that God seriously paid attention to what I needed.. I had it all, I wasn't ever hungry! I was free from depression and even though people spoke about me! I was happy!! I was with happy ladies all the time! I was filled! he groomed me!  and I am a hell of a happy faggot, who appreciates all!! I love King Jesus!

NEVER FORGET THAT LIFE AINT OVER UNTIL YOU DONT SEE THAT CUTE SMILE OF YOURS!!!